Firsts

When I was pregnant with Gianna I had this panic feeling of, "How could I ever love another baby as much as I love Ava". If anyone ever tells you they never had that feeling, I think they would be lying. As a first time mom, you go through every thing for the first time and it embeds a special bond with a mom and first born - first time experiencing labor and delivery, first time nursing, first time giving your baby a bath, first smile, first tooth, ok.. you get the point. I can remember so vividly the first time our eyes met. The minute Ava was born, laying on my belly, our eyes met. Her big blue eyes looked straight at me like "your my mommy". I remember feeling so proud and accomplished. It was truly love at first sight.

Fast forward to 21 months later when we welcomed our second baby girl. I can honestly say, I felt the exact same love the second time around. I felt even prouder that I just brought a second beautiful baby girl into the world. I was able to give the girls a best friend forever. I think that a first born will always have that special place in your heart but by no means do I love Gianna any less because of it. She is so special to me that I have a hard time putting into words just how happy and fulfilled she makes me. Yesterday was one of those happy mama days. All my worries about Gianna not being the first for anything and me not feeling the same about those firsts all went out the window. Gianna crawled across the living room for the very first time. My heart filled with joy, happiness, excitement, and a touch of tears. My baby girl is growing up so fast. She is officially mobile! Ekkkk!

(sorry for them being the wrong way.. cant figure out how to flip it)

Ive came to the conclusion no matter how many kids I have, the firsts will always be that special! :)

Have a good weekend!